I Am Vertical!

I'm BACK!

Tue, 05 May 2009 05:21:01 GMT

Hi guys! Super tagal ko ng hindi nakakapag post and I feel like I need to come back to this LJ shit. Haha.
I miss everyone.

Super busy.
I've been waking up at 6am in the morning for our IR summer classes, then after class, I'll go directly to Senate for Practicum. Boo. Wow for summer ah.

Ngayon ko lang nabasa yung comment ni Sir. Padilla sakin sa LJ. Thanks Sir Padilla. I know that you really don't remember me, pero thanks for the comment. :)

I miss going out with my highschool friends! Tara na kasi, kahit isang gabi lang ng kasayahan! Hahaha.

Go. Nakakatuwa lang.

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 01:47:29 GMT

May parang ganto na ako sa Facebook, pero iba lang siya. Nakakatuwa lang. Haha.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers (HAHAHA)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Stay In Love - Mariah Carey

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
America's Suitehearts - Fall Out Boy

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
You - Switchfoot

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
The Story - Norah Jones

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Betamax - Sandwich (Uhh, dahil ba matanda na ako??? Hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Realize - Colbie Caillat

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Go Girl - Pitbull

WHAT IS 2+2?
Lie About Us - Avant (HUH? Haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Thug Life - Bone-Thugs-N-Harmony (Wala naman akong bestfriend eh, ako din yung bestfriend ko. Hahaha, Pag sakin, thug life nga. hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Magasin - Eraserheads (Hahaha)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Tomorrow Never Dies - Sheryl Cros (I think sakto sya, I think so. Hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
On Bended Knees - Boyz II Men

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just Stand Up! - Various Singers

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings (Ok, kinakahiya nila ako? Hahaha)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (WOW. Hahaha)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Yellow - Coldplay

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Walking After You - Foo Fighters (Thanks Friends. Hahaha)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Two Less Lonely People in the World - Air Supply (Sorry sa mga Taxi/FX Songs ko! Hahaha. Senti)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Boston - Augustana

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Green Light - John Legend (Hahaha)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Brighter Than Sunshine - Aqualung (Okaaay, memories?? Hahaha)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
I Look Good - The Pack (HUH? Hahaha)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
In My Car - The Pack (Haha)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
How We Do It (Around my Way) - Lloyd (Hahaha)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Poppin' - Chris Brown

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE
My Boo - Usher Ft. Alicia Keys

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon (HAHAHAHA. Sakto.)

Nakakatuwa. I think so. Hahaha.

On breakups and breakups. (Oo (you know who), pwede mong basahin mo 'to)

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 13:20:23 GMT

Bakit?
Bakit kailangang ganito nanaman yung maranasan ko. Akala ko magiging masaya yung taon ko. Hindi pala.

Lahat ginawa ko para mag work yung relasyon. May pagkakamali ako, oo alam ko yun, pero hindi lang ako ang nagkamali. Hindi siya nagsasalita, hindi ko alam yung ayaw niya sa hindi. Sakto lang.

Sakto lang? Diba yes or no lang yung sagot sa mga bagay bagay? Walang sakto lang, napaka mediocre ng sagot na yun. Ganun siya mag desisyon, ganon siya sumagot, magiging sakto lang ang buhay niya.

Hindi ko akalain siya yung taong bibigay nalang ng agad agad. Yung hindi kaya humarap ng challenges pag dumating. Kayang kaya niya talikuran at sayangin ang mas naging matimbang kesa mahirap siya at ma-challenge siya sandali. Napaka unfair no? Tamang ako, gumagawa ako ng paraan na alam kong mahihirapan ako, pero alam ko na nakikipag compensate ako sa gusto niya. Diba ganun ang relasyon? Give and take, hindi lang give ng give?

Hindi ako masaya ngayon, obviously, pero may halong pagka asar sa pag ka end ng relationship namin. Alam mong may CHANCE pa, alam mong lahat ng ganung issue napagdadaan ng lahat ng mag boyfriend at girlfriend, pero hindi niya kinaya. Hindi na daw, mahal pa daw niya ako pero ayaw na niya yung kami. OK? Ano yun, parang konsuelo de bobo nalang yung mahal niya, para hindi mas masakit marinig na ayaw na niya.

Nagkamali ako, okay, sige naging mahigpit ako, napag usapan na namin yun dati, sabi ko magbabago ako, mas magiging lenient ako, pero wag mo namang i-expect na overnight magbabago ako. Walang ganun, hindi yung pag humingi ka ibibigay agad sayo.

Pag may gusto kang puntahan o gawin, hindi mo sasabihin sakin kasi baka hindi kita payagan. Pero nag try ka bang mag paalam? Basta sabihin mo lang naman kasi eh. HINDI MO AKO BINIGYAN NG CHANCE NA MAGBAGO. INUNAHAN MO, SINARADO MO YUNG SARILI MO NA WALA NA AKONG PAG-AS, kaya ka nasakal.

Parang asawa? Panong parang asawa? Yung pinapauwi ka ng maaga galing inuman?? Ginawa niyang example yung pinauwi ko siya ng 12am. Pero hindi ko dinictate na umuwi siya ng 12, sinabi ko na umuwi siya ng ganun dahil alam ko kinabukasan may pasok ka ng 7am, at gigising ka ng 4:30am. Ikaw pa na hirap gumising? Nag cacare lang ako sayo. Tandaan mo yun, HINDI KO GINAGAWA YUN PARA SA SARILING KONG KATUWAAN. Ginawa ko yung kasi mahal kita, nag-aalala ako sayo. Hindi ko mali yun, alam kong hindi ako yung mali.

Sana nalang, maging lesson tong relasyon na to para sa aming dalawa. May mga natutunan ako, sana siya nalaman din niya yung mga kailangang niyang baguhin, yung kailangan niyang gawin para mas makapag desisyon siya na tama. Hindi yung sakto lang.

Mahal ko siya, minahal ko sya. Sana ganun din yung naramdaman niya, hindi siguro masasayang yung 5 buwan na yun sa wala lang. Oo, namimiss ko na siya, sobrag namimiss ko na siya. Tinitingnan ko yung picture niya, nalulungkot ako, tinitingnan ko, naiiyak ako. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Sana marealize lang niya kung ano yung naging mali niya, alam ko mali ko, at pinagsisisihan ko yun.

Para sayo, lahat ng relasyon dumadaan sa paghihirap, dumadaan sa iyakan, pero sa huli mag kakaayos din kayo, mag-uusap para itama yung mali. Ganun ang relation, give and take. Kailangang mahirapan, kailangang magsakitan, pero sa huli, alam mong yung puso mo, sa kanya parin..

Me Turning Twenteen-one!

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:45:45 GMT

To those who greeted me, Thanks a LOT!
Ayaboy! (Loveyou), Anne, Vero, Enzo, Ena, Stephanie Rose Flores Lucero (na may date sa sat! Haha), JR, Clara, Rafaela, Dan, Macky, David, Cara, Pauline, Celine E, Brian Patrick(cia), Inna, Camille Jacinto, Mocca, LT, Ken (Taba), Eizel, Bea, Giselle, Kuya Keith, Edward and Rae, Andy, Tita Carla, Sir Sureta, Elaine, Miles, MonMon, Ayet, 3Pol2 classmates, and many more. Sorry.

Thanks Much! (:

Celebrated my birthday bumming, home-alone, and studying (trying hard). Haha. Had family dinner, had a speech from Dad (Be Wise! Haha), and ate and ate and ate.

I had the biggest surprise of my life, UST people gave a surprise. Puro palusot si Raffa at si Pau (Faura daw ahhh). Noticed that I have nobody to talk to kaya hindi ako mapakili sa classroom kanina, nag "CR" daw si Bepo at Jerry kaya wala. Tas okaay, pag bukas ko ng pinto, nakita ko sila may hawak na madaming cupcake at flowers. Thanks you much. Hahaha. Party na sa Saturday. Matira matibay! Hahaha.

THANKS FOR MAKING MY 21ST BIRTHDAY MEMORABLE AND FUUUNNN.

(:

p.s.
Can't wait for Aya's gift. Sana Letter! Hahaha. I wish.

FATTTTTTTTT

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 11:31:08 GMT

SOBRANG TABA KO. GUSTO KO NG PUMAYAT! BAKIT GANUN!!! LIFE IS SOOOOOO UNFAIR!!!!!!

Hello 2nd Sem!

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 12:45:40 GMT

Second semester is finally starting. Boo! More effin readings, busy days, and mothereffer schedule! I hate my second sem. Mas malala pa yung working time namin sa laborer! As in 8am to 9pm sya, 4 hours break included, 6 hours break every Friday. WTF!

HOY FUDGE PEOPLE! KAILANGAN NATING UMALIS KASI NAMAN! PARANG HINDI NA TAYO NAGKAKASAMA SAMA HA! ANO BA KAYO! NGAYON PANG MAY PASOK NA ULIT TAYO MAGHAHAGILAP NG LAKAD! ANOBAYAN!

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 07:23:22 GMT

too available! tsk.

Hello Sembreak!

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 11:13:09 GMT

I've been waiting for you! Haha.

Finally, it's sembreak na. I've been waiting for this moment. 3 whole weeks of no effin' readings, and 9pm classes.
Last Saturday was our last day for the first semester! Had Spanish and Foreign Policy finals. Eto lang, Hello Spanish next sem. I'm gonna fail mothereffer! Should have listened to what Iori and Jerry said, I should have dropped it! Oh well, finish na, I'm going to repeat it anyway.

Just joined Slimmer's World. My goal this semester is to LOSE WEIGHT. As in BAKA na ako, at gusto ko kasi bumili ng mga damit sa Just G. Haha.

Bored! I Miss A-Boy!

Had a fight, but we are okay now. I Miss Him. (:

sembreak na please?!

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:52:46 GMT

Ranting Maika:
I'm waiting for you sembreak.
Please!? I'm sick of papers and political philosophers!
Sir Dennis, please stop it na! Haha. (If ever you googled yourself and saw my lj). NO MORE! I'm already starting to have trauma on books and 100-pages shit pages of readings!
BREAK BREAK BREAK!

Jean-Jacques, Oral Final Exams, PAPERS PAPERS PAPERS! Please stop na!

Sembreaaaaaaaaaaaaaak na sembreak na meeeeeeeeeeee!

Haha.

Happy Maika:
I GOT EXEMPTED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE ACADEMIC LIFE! Political Development is my favorite subject ever! Hahaha. I love you sir Padilla! (I know that you google yourself and you check blogs. Haha)

Haay. Tired but happy! (:
7 more days! 2 months of lovelove na. (:

GAY!

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:10:30 GMT

GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY!
Hahahaha.

I MISS YOU.

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 16:12:31 GMT

My dog Maddox died last night. I was at Aya's birthday party when suddenly my mom texted me and told me that he died 12:30 in the morning. I immediately cried. I don't care if Aya's friends were there, I don't care that the reason I was crying was because of a dog, a puppy.

Maddox slept with me in my bed, I gave him baths, I bonded with him, he was mine. There was a time that he got sick and was losing his hair, I neglected him for months because he was quite ugly. He missed me, I didn't. I was busy.

Last Friday, I came home from school late. Maddox was acting strange. As soon as he saw me, he was all over me. He was circling around my legs, he was trying to cuddle his head towards my legs, he was making landi. I was at the den watching TV, he was just outside watching over me. I didn't care.
Sana pinansin ko nalang siya that time. Sina tinabi ko siya sakin. Hindi ko naman alam na the next day, wala na siya. I miss you Maddox.
It's true, magsisisi ka talaga sa huli. :(

Wala lang. As in tamang trip lang.

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 15:21:33 GMT

Remember!
Grade School or High School Days.

Aqua - Turn Back Time
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You
Craig David - Walking Away
Craig David - Don't Love You No More
All Saints - Black Coffee

Try it. Matutuwa ka.
Haha.

i'm still a disneykid yo!

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 09:01:31 GMT

Bitches!
Meet my newest crushie!

JOSEPH ADAM JONAS

Weird! I bet my cousin Ashley (a 10 yr. old kid) and I loves him. Haha. I don't friggin' care. He's still muy caliente!
Haha.

Had the time to post again. The last one was likeeeee ancient greek ages agooo. I miss LJ-ing.
Fugger. I wanna watch A Very Special Love!!!!! Jologs na meee.

I hate school. I'm failing and I feel like I really am bobo. Sir. Foreign Policy and Poltical Thought makes me feel uber stupid! Okaay, you are a PoliSci GOD. Still, I don't have a GF who was a contestant in Ms. Fitrum in MTB and is still a student. Even a batchmate. Damn You.

I still looooooooove you JOE JONAS! Haha. And AYA SUMBILLO nadin. (:

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 16:01:24 GMT

I am not perfect.
I am not beautiful.
I am not thin.
I am not affectionate and sweet.
I am the opposite.
I may never be your perfect partner.
But I promise that I will heart you 'til the end.

I think I am not good enough for you..
I wish I were.

I'm inlove with you. I am.

bored

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 08:19:58 GMT

currently being a parasite sa wifi dito sa coffee indulgence.
biglang pumayag silang gamitin ko yung wifi nila. hahaha. yey! for them.

bored. wala akong kasama dito ngayon, and i have no money na, hanggang bukas pa siya. wooow nanaman.

labo!?

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 12:15:14 GMT

SOBRANG LABO.
HINDI KO ALAM KUNG MANINIWALA BA TALAGA AKO SAYO O SUSUNDIN KO YUNG MGA SINASABI NG UTAK KO.
HAHA.

SERIOUSLY. TOTOO KA BANG TAO??

wah. as in speechless.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 18:18:27 GMT

As in. Isa lang eh. Speechless ako. Hindi ko alam yung maisasagot ko.

Troubled much. Hahaha. Pero seriously. Hindi ko alam. Paano????

HAPPY MUCH!?

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 15:52:41 GMT

as in HAPPY MEEEEEEE. Hahaha. Sorry for those irritating words. Hahaha.

As in medyo happy na ako ngayon. Thanks kay Anne. Pero syempre, landian muna. JOKING! Hahaha.

Classes starts tom, again. PE nanaman tom. As in shit sya. Hahaha.

Happy ME!!!

Waha. Sorry. Okaaay. Masaya ako.

Wow! For Blogging.

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 14:13:27 GMT

Again, Hurrah for me. Haha. Nag blog ako ulit dito sa multiply.

Bored. Political Dynamics was HELL. Wake up memory bank. I wasn't called. Lucky.

I want to be classmates with Bepo and friends. Haha. It doesn't mean na I don't like my current section, they're great naman, funny and happy people. Pero wala lang, I just want to be with Bepo and the friends. Haha.

Scared! Major subjects overload, 3 hours per class is hell & boring. saturday class is just for Spanish and 9PM uwian is lonely and it makes you "emo".

Hungry.

gossiping.

Fri, 16 May 2008 19:26:47 GMT

Mga ganitong oras ako pwedeng makapag net, 3:22AM na. Sakto, di rin kasi ako makatulog.
Nanonood nalang ako ng GG, and paulit ulit ko ng napapanood 'to kasi nga, super jologs nung connection ng Smart Bro.

Raining! Yehey. Cold cold weather, jackets galore, coffee galore and as usual, bumming to the max! Haha.

Nag date kami ni Anne ngayon, went to Figaro at nag chikahan. Na miss ko din si Anne, tagal naming di nagkita. Yun, sina Stephy at Celine, jologs, umuwi agad. Haha.

May bago akong dog. Anak siya ni Travis, tas boy siya, tas Madox yung name niya. Haha. Halatang ginaya ko sa isa sa Brady Bunchies ni Angelina.

Namiss ko si Cookie Monster. Alam ko na hindi niya alam na may journal/blog ako, kaya malamang, di niya to mababasa. At, super busy nun malamang. Namiss ko lang si Cookie, meaning, namiss ko din yung may ari nun.

Sleepy, pero parang may pumipigil sakin na hindi matulog. Labo.

Thu, 15 May 2008 04:13:43 GMT

I EFFIN' HATE SMART BRO TALAGA! As in SUPER bulok ng connection nila, at walang kwenta ang customer service nila! BOO!

Gusto ko umalis! Kung sino yung free dyan, alis tayo! Please. Gusto ko kumain, Yellowcab or sa Teriyaki Boy! Haha. Basta gusto ko ng YUMMY FOOD!

OMG!

Sun, 11 May 2008 23:20:41 GMT

Remember the guy from Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights & Y Tu Mama Tambien?
OMG! He got married na pala. Sa niece daw ni Thalia. Haha. Eh super crush ko kaya siya dati.
Tas yung girl, para siyang bold star! Waha. Tas nabasa ko, nasa Inocente Te Di ata siya, eh, naririnig ko yun dati sa ABS ha. Okaay. Ang jologs ko. Waha.

Pero nagulat ako na kinasal na siya, mag hihiwalay din yun! Haha. Bata pa naman yung girl e, immature pa yun. Waha!

May upcoming movie pala din siya, kasama si Sean Penn at Emile Hirsch, wala lang, nabasa ko lang.

ayan sila, mukha ng matanda si Diego Luna

And, kakabasa ko lang, buntis yung girl, so daddy na siya. Sad. Haha

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 06:02:27 GMT

Whoo. After a loooooong time of idle-ness in my LJ. Haha.

Finally, got my Compa grades from Rafa. Failed my finals, got 69.5 pero I got 86 naman in my Thinkpiece. Haha. Ang hindi pag tulog ng isang buong araw ay nabigyan ng justice.
I might (emphasis on might) pass my major subject this sem. Maka 3 lang in RC at Compa, ok na.

Sembreak is killing me. Bored to death. I got nothing to do, nothing to watch, and eating has become my staple activity. Ok baboy everyday!

I miss everyone!

rainy day season. boo.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 15:17:07 GMT

Ok, I find this picture cute. Di dahil kina Brian, Mark, at sakin ah. Ang cute lang.
The picture was taken last Thursday after classes. Bepo standing beside U, Mark beside S, and me, looking stupid in front of T. So much for school spirit. Haha. It

These past few days were sooooooo tiring.
Days were always the same: read readings, answer math problems, getting sick because of the weird weather (global warming!), and lack of sleep.

I'm not feeling well. Want to watch Harry Potter. Sooo sleepy.

Sat, 26 May 2007 13:07:54 GMT

Yehey for Batangas tom.

Yehey for Astoria on Tuesday. Yehey for exclusive Fudge partying. A night of Pusoy Dos, bonding, drinking (water! haha), and almost no sleep at all. Oh yeah, as promised (to Arby) we'll start the day with a prayer, then we'll have poetry reading, face painting, knitting, quilting, and doing homemade stuff. Haha. NOT! Swim swim Fun Fun! :)

I'll post pictures (pag di ako tinamad).